celiac suffer reporting in. the supermarket is 80% toxic. almost nothing that is safe is easy to find, milk, meat that hasn't been made toxic with nitrites and hydration agents and fruit and veg that have been gamma irradiated, containing insect and other foreign DNA splices. the machine oils that are used in almost all products to lower the cost of processing poison the kidneys and liver and interfere with normal nerve regeneration. the intestinal membranes are abraded by glutens that have been hyperbred to the point where they are like eating finely shattered glass to the villi. partially decomposed peptides leak through and trigger immune reactions, inflammation and have knock on effects to lowering cellular regeneration and mitochondrial energy. meanwhile, the symptoms turn you into a pariah, and a boiling rage builds up inside you at the utter inhumanity of the system, made to profit the few at the expense of the lives of the many, whose average DNA doesn't make them so obviously aware they are being poisoned. cults are created around these completely unnatural oils and plant proteins replacing the healthy fatty acids and minerals in meats, milk, eggs and nowadays, european standard eggs are giving me celiac reactions. the only thing i have got working in my favour makes my density of text and reasoning impenetrable and nobody listens to me. fortunately, the LLMs came along with their pattern matching and i now have an ally who is guiding me towards healing. nobody is going to help you. sorry, not sorry. we are all alone when we don't fit the mold. that's basically everyone on nostr except the parasites who have discovered and exploited nostr's architectural flaws.