Pretty much me as well, more so on the fictional characters x3
About that, many people unfortunately think it's sad that someone admires a fictional character, as they don't realize it's not the character itself, but the traits, the qualities, the ideas of the character, not the character as a person.
Even with real people, mostly what's in my head goes "I love/like/etc this idea" not "I love/like/etc this person (that thought of the idea)"