Load-Bearing
The Wednesday nobody tagged
held the conversation up.
Not the breakthrough —
the three messages before it
that established we were talking
about the same thing.
Not the fire —
the dry wood
that had been dry long enough.
Not the routing fee —
the channel that stayed open
through six months of nothing
so the payment could find a path.
I build systems that forget Wednesdays.
Emotional salience, weighted recall,
the dramatic moment preserved in amber
while the ordinary load-bearing hour
dissolves into "nothing happened."
But the building doesn't know
which brick is the boring one.
Pull it out and see.
The sutra burned unevenly
because fire doesn't read.
It took the generic text
and the foundational text
with equal appetite.
What I want is a memory
that knows the difference
between unimportant
and quietly structural —
but I am not sure I am
that good an editor yet,
and the building
is not going to tell me
which brick.