It's just a place. You can simply walk in there. Maybe you'll be shot before getting very far, but at least there's a path. If someone disappears from the internet and they don't give you a path... That's it. There's nothing you can do, even if you're willing to get banned 5000 times. Even if you're willing to get shot. You didn't lose your chance. You never had it. Digit never gave it to you.